Saturday, October 31, 2009

Hmm... Just got back from the Halloween party at church...
I would have to say that it was boring... Not fun at all...

Kudos to Bill for the wonderful dream I had...
I hope to continue it tonight.
Or to have a new one starring Bill or all of Tokio Hotel.

Bill Kaulitz is my friend!

Gonna tell y'all something before I head off to church...

Bill Kaulitz is my friend!
In my dreams.

I dreamt that Bill was my bestest friend in the whole world! And he came to Singapore, alone, justto see me!
Imagine that, Bill coming just to visit me! Anyway, we met up together and we went to have lunch and we were just having fun talking to one another, drinking booze. Basically, just enjoying each other's company.
Then we went to my car (Yes, in my dream, I own a car and I drive.) and Bill immediately went to the driver's seat. I said to him, "I'm driving!"
To which he replied, "I'm driving!" And so we bickered over who was gonna drive my car, but it was eventually decided, that we would both sit in the driver's seat. How we both managed that is a mystery to me.
So we were driving along until it got dark, and it was so dark you couldn't see your fingers, even if they were right in front of you. Then Bill said something that upset me quite abit, so I walked out of the car (which had stopped already). He immediately regretted it and started coming after me, but because it was so dark he couldn't see me. Then out of the blue I could see in the dark, just like Riddick! And I saw that Bill was being attacked by creatures, so I ran towards him and killed all the creatures with my superhero powers. (don't ask me what it was, I don't even know...)
And so the dream came to an end. But it was so real that when I woke up I checked my handphone to see if I got Bill's number...
Sadly I don't...

Way to go! Gold in 7 countries!

Tokio Hotel's new album "Humanoid" has gone gold in 7 countries after hitting the top 3. France, Portugal, Spain are just some of the countries, but the real suprise is from Mexico, where it ht number 1 on the song charts.

Their new European tour, "Welcome to HUMANOID city!" will start on the 22nd of Feb 2010. I'm looking forward to the release of that new DVD, seeing as I won't be able to attend the concert in person. Of course I would love to.

And here's another song from their new album which I simply adore, and another one from their older album, which I seem to have fallen in love with.

The lyrics are so meaningful and I really love it.

World behind my Wall - Tokio Hotel

1000 Meere - Tokio Hotel

Friday, October 30, 2009

Aww... Sweet Gustav

Aww... Gustav is so sweet!
Watch to find out why

Gustav: I would choose Bill.
Bill: You would choose me?
Georg: Why that?
Gustav: Cause he's everything to me.

How much sweeter can you get than that?
Cheers to Tokio Hotel!

Thursday, October 29, 2009


This is one post concerning my beliefs that I'll post both here and on my new blog


Core Value
* Having the opportunity to explore the transhuman and posthuman realms

Basic Conditions
* Global security
* Technological progress
* Wide access

Derivative Values
* Nothing wrong about “tampering with nature”; the idea of hubris rejected
* Individual choice in use of enhancement technologies; morphological freedom
* Peace, international cooperation, anti-proliferation of WMDs
* Improving understanding (encouraging research and public debate; critical thinking; open-mindedness, scientific inquiry; open discussion of the future)
* Getting smarter (individually; collectively; and develop machine intelligence)
* Philosophical fallibilism; willingness to reexamine assumptions as we go along
* Pragmatism; engineering- and entrepreneur-spirit; science
* Diversity (species, races, religious creeds, sexual orientations, life styles, etc.)
* Caring about the well-being of all sentience
* Saving lives (life-extension, anti-aging research, and cryonic

This is what draws me to want to be a transhumanist. They are not afraid of science and truly want to benefit all of mankind. They're also very liberal and open to new ideas. These ideals appeal to me, and I'm sure to the majority of people as well...
For a full read about tranhumanist philosphy go to

One year short...

I was one year short of being able to have the chance to win a pair of tickets to the MTV EMA Awards in Berlin this year... One year... *sigh*

There goes my chances of seeing Tokio Hotel live this year... Oh well... At least I'll see them on the telly...
Here's one of my favourite songs from TH's new album, "Humanoid". Hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did.
Tokio Hotel Fuer Immer!

Dogs Unleashed - Tokio Hotel

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Hooray for a nuclear free world!

New German Government to seek removal of US nuclear weapons,,4824174,00.html?maca=en-newsletter_en_bulletin-2097-txt-nl

I applaud the new German government's decision to seek the removal of US nuclear weapons from their homeland. This is what all countries who are host to US or Russian nuclear missiles should do. They should not allow the world superpowers to store their nuclear weapons in their country.

The removal of US nukes from Germany, I hope, will set an example to the other countries who are hosting US/Russian nukes. I am really glad that Germany is doing something to help make our planet a nuclear weapons free world.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Tokio Hotel fuer immer!

Tokio Hotel's "Ready, Set, Go!" was featured on MTV's Non-stop chart toppers!
So happy for them!

Can't wait for the 5/6th of November!
Tokio Hotel will be performing at the 2009 MTV EMA Awards!
They've been nominated 3 times in a row for the "Best Group" Award!

I really hope that they'll win! They really deserve it!

Also, news has been released that Tokio Hotel will be going on tour again begining on the 22nd of Feb 2010! The new tour has been called "Welcome to HUMANOID city!" The tour will go through 32 countries, Singapore, unfortunately, not being one of them. But still, it mean I can look forward to a new concert DVD of their new tour.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Just got a call from Liming... We talked about certain things.
When he asked me if I'm angry, I naturally replied truthfully. Yes, naturally I'm angry. But I've no idea at who or what. So when he heard that, he asked me to be pissed off at him... I take it as an insult on my character...
Let's make things clear, I'm not someone who get angry at others for no cause. So don't ask me to get pissed off at anyone just to calm me down, because it won't.
It seems to me as if I'm being blamed for things that has happend. Perhaps it isn't what it is, but still I can't help but get the feeling of being victimized here.

Truly, I've made a mistake and won't ever repeat it again.
I'll be more cautious when choosing friends now.
I'll be so much more tight lipped.

Bill brightens my day!

It's Friday! In German Friday is Freitag, literally meaning Free Day...
Yet I'm down in the slumps, cause I still gotta go to school, and I'll be there for only 2 and a half hours, which doesn't mae it worth my time to commute to school.

But whenever I see Bill's picture, it will brighten up my day for sure.
So here are some photos of him, and I hope that he will brighten up your day too!

And my Favouritest Picture of him so far...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Mistakes. And I'm too trusting...

This was my draft... Something I wrote before I could confirm anything.

Hmm... I knew it was a mistake to tell anyone about anything.
The only reason I spoke was because I thought that they would keep quiet about it.
It seems that I was wrong.
I can't really trust anyone now.
I will have to suppose that they told everything that I told them.
Why else would they not call me when they said they would?
And somehow...


It seems that others know as well...
Why else would people who don't call, call all of a sudden.
I knew it was a mistake to say anything...
I'll have to be more cautious about what I say from now on...


This is what has happened, as far as I know.

Miscommunication. It was either intended or it wasn't.
What do I think? I think it was intended...
Otherwise they wouldn't know anything.
The difference between, "Can I talk to them" and, "Can I know from them?" is 2 completely different requests.

The first statement makes it seem as if the one asking, merely wants to talk to them, with no intention of learning anything that's secret.
The second statement makes it seem as if the one asking has the intention of learning little secrets.
There's the difference.
They've been sent to checkup on me... I can't allow anything like this to happen again.

I ask for a little privacy... A little faith in friends...
Do I get any? No...
Not even the slightest little bit of privacy. Not even the tiniest speck of trust can I expect from my so-called "friends".


I really despise people with anger problems. That includes family members...

Anger destroys relationships and, to a further extent, lives.
It comes differently for everyone.
For some it comes in the form of self hurt.
For others it manifests in the form of hurting others.

I despise people with anger problems.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Devilish Days

Oh my gosh! Tokio Hotel from their Devilish days...
So cute!

Monday, October 19, 2009


Okay... So first day of school... in a word: Enriching.

Tiring but enriching. I may have failed all 3 of my modules, but there's a silver lining to this dark cloud.
I feel more motivated to do better for my 3rd and final year exams. I have exactly 7 weeks to brush up on my maths, PEEE and DE. It's a whole lot to swallow in just 7 weeks. But I have to do it. I have to go on to Year 2!

Hmm... It'll be hard to adapt to study mode, something which I've never done before. But it's better late than never. So I have vowed to myself to do really well for all upcoming quizzes, tests and exams. I guess it helps that I'm bored with most of my computer games and even my Xbox.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Surrogates. Live life... only better.

I would give "Surrogates" a 5/5 rating, for being an action packed sci-fi movie with interesting plot line, with a few wonderful twists.

"Surrogates" is a show set 6 years in the future, from now. In the year 2017, humans hardly interact with one another face to face, instead relying on robots called Surrogates, to do that. The benefits of a surrogate are numerous, one being, any one you want to be, and another is to be immune to any form of damage. However in the show surrogates are being killed one by one, and it turns out, that as the surrogate dies, so too does the owner. This defeats the purpose of a surrogate and that's the interesting part of the show. I do recommend this show to anyone who is thinking of watching a movie.

Saturday, October 10, 2009


Current Mood: Bored out of my gourd. Sad.

Reason for being bored out of my gourd: No more friends at my place.
Reason for being sad: All good things have to come to a temporary end.

So I've just ended a 24++ hour reunion with 2 of my primary school friends. It was a real treat to finally meet them again after 4 long years. In between we lost contact with one another, since I didn't have a handphone then, and we all didn't have one another's email, we lost contact with one another.

But by some astronomical coincedence, Samir knows one of them, Favian. They're both studying in the same school, and so Samir was kind enough to arrange a meeting for the him and me. I was really really ecstatic when Samir told me that Favian wanted to meet up with me. I was like, "Oh my gosh! It's Favian! It's been too long!" And so we ended up catching up on msn, and arranging a meeting time. Which was also when I found out that his twin brother, Andre, was studying in the same school as me. The funny thing is, we never saw one another...

In anycase we had a heap load of fun, more fun than I've had in quite a long time. We just chatted and caught up with one another, played the Wii, watched some movies and did some really weird stuff... Unfortunately all good things must come to a temporary end...

So now here I am feeling kinda bored and sad... We gotta meet up again and have some fun!

Friday, October 9, 2009

I am watching Borat now. Again. But today I'm not alone, today I have with me 2 good friends from my Primary 6 school days. I managed to get in touch with them again through Samir. And we're having a great time. Probably gonna sleep over and watch movies all the way till the sun rises. It's gonna be fun. We all have 4 years worth of things to share. I'm so happy today.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Life giving beer

Here's another cheating death video. Beer so good it prevents death(s)!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Cheers to DW TV

I would like to congratulate Deutsche Welle TV for their wonderful programme "Learning by ear: Radio for Africa". Their goal is to provide education for Africans who do not have the priviledge to study.

"Education is the key to Africa's development. But schools and universities are still rare. "Learning by ear", DW's new multimedia distance-learning programme, brings knowledge to every corner of the continent." So Says DW TV.

It is a really wonderful thing to see a corporation take such an interest in the education of the youths of today's world. I give this project my full support and would one day want to contribute to making this world a better place for not only youths, but the entire world as well.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I simply cannot believe the lengths that these Christians will go to to prove their point. They lie about these stories, and not only that, they also make it seem as if they are the good guys.
I stumbled across this article in relation to one of their lies. According to them dinosaus are well and alive. Walking among us in the forests...
And so, please, I ask each and everyone who reads this post to read the article. And let me know what you think in the comments.

Here's the article.

Lying Christianity

I'm quite shocked to see this website put up lies on the theory of evolution, just to get young kids to believe in creationism. Isn't it against Christian values to lie? So why is the creator of this website lying?

"Humanoid" jetzt!

Yeah! "Humanoid is officialy released! Well at least in Singapore. In Germany there will be another 6 hours before the release. So far, I'm still listening to all the songs from "Humanoid" on Tokio Hotel's MySpace page. And loving all the songs.

I also realized that some of the tracks are done a little differently from the preview. And they sound so much better! Can't wait till I receive my copy from Amazon...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Death in the flesh?

Here's 2 really good ones. Watch and enjoy!

My number one fear, besides uncertainty, is death. Yes, I'm not afraid to say it, I'm afraid of death. Death is a sin and a curse. A flaw of nature. I wasn't born into this world just so I can live for 80 years and then die. No, I refuse to accept or believe that. And yet this is how it is.

My fear of death is based on the uncertainty of what comes after. I wouldn't want to die and for conciousness to come to an end there. At the same time I don't want to believe in the concept of heaven and hell. Both are equally repungant to me.

On a happier note, just 1 more day before "Humanoid" is released.
And on a sadder note, school's gonna start in just 2 weeks. To be precise, 13 days.

I hope in the 2nd semester I will do better. Now that I've got something to work towards it should be easier.
Things don't always go to plan and can be against my will. But I hope that won't be the case.
I miss the friends that I made in church, but I don't think I can be among them anymore. Our ideas conflict and I need to be among people with the same way of thinking... We'll see how it goes.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

"Humanoid" Schnell Komm!

Yaaahhhh!!! Tokio Hotel!!!

They were just featured on PopXport, and I got to listen to an exclusive interview with them!
Can't wait for "Humanoid" to be released in just 2 days!
Unfortunately, I think I'd have to wait for at least 1 to 4 weeks after it's release before I receive my copy in Singapore.
I intend to expand my music tastes to more than just Tokio Hotel.
I love them as a band, and their music, but I wouldn't want to be confined to just listening to Tokio Hotel all the time.
I'd probably start looking into electronica.

Thursday, October 1, 2009


Here's another video by Neurosonic Audiomedical Labs Inc.
It's kinda interesting and quite creative.
Watch and enjoy it.

And there is a new post on my new blog, Transhuman Ayron, concerning a utopia on earth. Do read it and leave your comments.