Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Happy CNY

A great CNY already! While I've already collected my Ang Baos and tabulated the amount, I'm not going to share how much I got, cause I believe that there'll be more. HAHA!

A really fantastic time spent with my family yesterday, although frankly, some of my relatives I don't even know... But anywho, it's great to see my cousins again, both of whom are serving their NS now.

I love both of my Grandmas so much! My paternal Grandma is so loving towards us, always cooking a feast for us whenever we come over. Whereas my maternal Grandma is so hip, she dyes her hair, and flows with the younger generation.

It was a very long but satisfying day for me. But not complete.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


I've done things that I'm not proud of, even regret doing. Sometimes I just wish that I could re-live that moment, so that I can take the other path. Alas, it's not to be so.

But one thing I am proud of, no matter what, is being a Christian. For sure, sometimes I wonder why I even bacame a Christian. Looking back, life was perfect already. All this trials and tribulations, certainly I don't look forward to them. But if that's the moulding process I'll take it as it comes, for I know that in the end I'll be a precious, perfect creation in God's eyes.

Certainly a God who gave His only Son for us is forgiving, merciful and loving. I don't care what anyone says, that's what I believe. Speaking of belief, I'm a rather scientific person. What I can see, hear, taste, touch and feel, would without a doubt be real. But when it comes to my God, I don't know why, but I forget about all that and just surrender to Him, believing that though I can't see Him, He is always there. I have faith that my God is forever, there is no begining and no end to His glorious majesty.

And one day I'll be there with Him, standing in awe of His greatness. It shan't be soon, it'll be a long time, at least in mortal terms. To a God that's been there for eternity, what's a 100 years?

So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned, in awe of the One who gave it all.

Monday, January 19, 2009


I dreamt that I prophesied to... Kino?! God, that's weird... I told her that she'll unite her people under one banner, and God will smite those who stand in her way... Now, if I dreamt that I told that to someone, a human, wow! What a dream it'll make!

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift.
That's why it's called the Present.

Today is a gift from God, it is the day that He has made, I am glad and am rejoicing in it.
For what can seperate me from my God? Certainly not powers or principalities. Neither life nor death, angels nor demons. Not even the pass! For the old things have been swept away, and all things made new!

He is my Jehovah Shalom, my Peace when I am restless.
He is my Jehovah Rapha, my Healer when I am sick
He is my Jehovah Shammah, my God who's with me always.
He is Jehovah Jireh, my God who always provides for me.
He is Jehovah Nissi, my Encourager who pushes me on.
And He is Jehovah Rohi, my Shepherd who protects, guides and loves me.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Joy of the Lord!

I got back my results already!!!
Truly, if I do my best, God will do the rest.

GCE 'O' Level results

English - A1
Combined Sciences (Chem/Phy) - A2
Food and Nutrition - B4
Combined Humanities (Hist/SS) -B4
E Maths - C6... *sigh*

B Chinese - Merit (Whoo Hoo!!! I got Merit for chinese!!!)

Total L1R4 - 17 points

Truly God is good all the time!

I pray heavenly Father, keep me, and help me in my future endavours, knowing that all good things come from Thee. Let my path be ordained by You Lord, trusting in You always! All glory be to God in heaven! Amen!


I'm going to get my 'O' Level results today, not really excited about it, whatever results I get will be equivalent to the amount of hardwork I've put in last year. Still I'm ready to face it.

No matter what comes my way I'll keep my joy, that's my prayer and my vision for 2009. To keep my joy no matter what comes my way.

To all the good things in life, cheers!

Saturday, January 10, 2009


I'm begining to believe what they say about dreams... Y'know, they say that whatever you dream of will be the opposite in reality. The way things have been going, I'm begining to believe that saying.

I wonder whether Jesus was serious when He mentioned about cutting off your right hand and gougin out your eye if it causes you to sin... A little drastic don't ya think? And yet it makes sense...

So, 'O' Level results in 2 more days... I'm not anxious or anything, unlike some of my friends. Whatever happens is up to me. Should I fail my 'O' Levels, I ain't gonna retake it. I do not believe in letting that piece of paper determine my future. If I do really well for my 'O' Levels, well, I'll be glad. But what's the point really?

I'm such a hypocrite, saying one thing, but doing another. It's sickening...
I really feel like backsliding...

Friday, January 9, 2009


3 more days to getting back my 'O' Level results... Whatever results I get will be equivalent to the amount of work I put in last year.

Well, a few more months before I go to which ever school I go to.

Friday, January 2, 2009


It's 2009! I wanted to put up this post yesterday on the 1st of Jan, but I was too tired. I spent the 1st of Jan 2009 sleeping! But it was only for 6 hours.

For the last few days of 2008 I've been feeling disturbed? Uncomfortable? Irritated? Till now I can't really pinpoint what I felt exactly, but it wasn't good, that's for sure. As I crossed over to 2009 I was still feeling the same for about an hour or two, but after that there was a release, things became easier for me.

He's been too good to me, and while I wasn't deserving of anything from Him, He has given me so much!

I believe there is more in 2009 for me! It is my 2nd chance, and I intend to make full and good use of it!

My "NEEDS" list (For it's not just a want, but a NEED)
1) Bring myself back to my first love.
2) Have more faith in my God.
3) Be faithful in my prayer and fastings.
4) Make the right educational choice
5) Bring my mum to church yet again.
6) Get into ministry. (But only if step 1, 2 and 3 are accomplished)

I'm excited about what 2009 will bring. It will be bitter yet sweet, this I know. But I intend to make it 100% sweet if possible! And with Jesus for me, nothin will be IMPOSSIBLE!!!

Welcoming 2009 with expectancy!