Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Stop being fucking quick about it!
You need it to be right, then stop sending it out before I'm done.
Getting pissy and all when you realized there's a mistake or whatever...

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Clubbing. Alcohol. Family.

Wonderful night.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Ich bin ein machine

I'm a machine.
Tell me clearly what you want me to do, and what you don't want me to do.
Tell me clearly what you want me to say, and what you don't want me to say.
Otherwise, this machine is gonna assume and take things into his own hands.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

The world that man live in

In the world of eternal night,
The realm of infinite snow.
The seas flow over with tears,
The roads fill up with fears.

Amidst the dreary masses,
A tiny spark of hope.
The little angel borne on wings,
The littel angel leashed with rope.

The master of the angel,
A towering obelisk of Darkness.
He strides above mere mortals,
Penetrates with his steely gaze.

The master of the Darkness,
The raw emotions of man.
The writhing mass of anger and hatred,
The swirling pool of sorrow and tears.

The world that man dream of,
Will never be reality.
For the world that man live in,
Is created by their feelings.

The Creators stay high above,
Staring down at their Creations.
They heave a sigh of sadness,
And leave behind their chosen.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

I'm fucking tipsy now...
All the fault of drinking games...
And I'm so fucking lonely...

It's gonna be a long night...

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Boredomitis. No1 Teenage killer.

I've come down with severe boredomitis...

Symptoms include...

-Sleeping. Excessively.
-Staring blankly into nothingness.
-Talking to random inanimate objects.
-Walking around randomly.

*Sigh* It's gonna be a loooonnnnngggggg weekend...

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Alejandro - Lady GaGa

One of my fave music vids now...

Confusion reigns in my heart.
Better sort it out soon.



Monday, June 14, 2010

2nd Night

Lokies, you were absolutely right!
Sunday was even much more spectacular than Saturday!

So, I was at Zirca for my 2nd night of clubbing, and it's absolutely amazing!
The opening was spectacular, the music was great!
The company was fun, and I learned that I actually knew how to dance!

Really, absolutely amazingly crazy night!
It was so mind blowing!
Can't wait for the next time!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Clubbing virgin no more!

It was an absolutely amazing night!
And I'm proud to say that my clubbing virginity has been taken!

I was so excited and slightly apprehensive, not knowing what to expect.
But my fears were unfounded.
The night started at Taboo, where I watched a drag show, celebrating Christina Aguilera's new album, "Bionic". Met a few people while I was there, and it was a great start to an awesome night!

We headed down to Tantric, just opposite Taboo to grab some drinks there.
It was my first time drinking without parents, outside and in a club. So I had a Long Island.
Wonderful drink, not too strong, just nice. And I was just dancing along,drink in my hand. Absolutely crazy!
I met somemore people there, and they were all just wonderful people to be with!

After Tantric, we went on to Play, which is where we spent most of the remainder of the night.
I paid for my most expesive coke there. $15.00!!! But fuck it! I enjoyed myself, and that's what matters!
Then someone came and bought me a drink. I was really happy!
Then I was pulled to the dance floor, just in time to dance to the last 3 songs for the night!
And as much as I said "I don't dance.", there was no denying it. I was dancing last night!

The night was coming to an end, with us heading down to Maxwell food center. I didn't eat, just drank.
And we were just talking and chilling, and then we headed down to Chinatown to grab a cab home.

The night ended at 5.45am. Just 5 hours after it had started...
But I absolutely enjoyed those 5 hours with all the wonderful people.
And I wouldn't have changed a single moment of it, even if I could.
I've still got much to learn. But I ain't afraid no more.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

From the first time I saw you, I knew I fell for you.
But I always knew that we were not meant to be.
A nagging voice in the back of my head, always telling me that.
Then another voice, that always give me a glimmer of hope.

The 1 and a half years apart, was the worst part of my life.
Everyday I'd think of you, and cry myself to sleep.
Not a day passed without me thinking of how much I fucking missed you.
Not a night passed without you in my dreams.

It took alot of courage for me to say what I wanted to.
Even though you've known it before.
Though the answer wasn't what I was hoping for,
I'm just happy to get a burden of my chest.

I'm glad that we could be back together.
Not as the way I wanted it to be.
Even though you rejected me, it's fine.
I'm just glad that we can still be friends.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Legs to my chest, tears from my eyes.

I sat on my bed, staring at the sky.
Legs to my chest, tears from my eyes.
The memories are too painful, too bitter.
Yet I remember the times when everything was better.

The days in front of the fire.
The days when we faced each others ire.
The days in the meadows,
Basking in your shadow.

The lovely days in cafes,
Sipping on frothy lattes.
The days on the beach,
Playing with someone's bitch.

The days in the library,
Studying history and geometry.
The days at the park,
Where we pranced about like larks.

The nights at the silver screen,
Not once did we look at the screen.
The nights at the pubs,
And then we'd hit the clubs.

The nights in the alleyway,
Making out till May.
The night of June,
It was going to end soon.

Nothing I said made you change your mind.
Nothing I did, made you become mine.
You walked out the door,
Leaving me empty in my core.

You said you'd never leave me,
But I was too blind to see.
You used me and my feelings for you.
Just so you could show that I was a fool.

I sat on my bed, staring at the sky.
Legs to my chest, tears from my eyes.
I opened the window to meet the night.
I started to fly, and soon I saw the light.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

In love with Naruto, all over again.
Well, not the anime, or the manga actually.
Just the fanfics...

*Sigh* Naruto... If you were real, I'd treat you like a princess...
I can't believe I'm actually saying all this...

I must be going bonkers...

On a sadder note, I might not be going to Japan or Germany anymore!
*Sniff sniff*

Monday, June 7, 2010

Japan, here I come!

Nagoya and Kyoto, here I come!
Pretty psyched by this upcoming trip to Japan.
I've never once lost my liking for Japanese culture and cuisine.
The history is long, the culture rich and the cuisine, exquisite!

Can't wait for the 18th!
The first sin of man is faith.
The first virtue is doubt.