Away from the Hotel.

So, I'm now back at home, typing away on my dilapidated laptop...
All I want for X'mas is a brand new one. Sadly, that didn't come true.
I'm on my bed, resting my sprained knees (No thanks to the army), and just sitting here thinking of what to do for the day. Perhaps I should pamper myself a little, spend $70 for a full body massage. Or perhaps rock out to ToHo tunes. Maybe get some gymming done. No lower limb activities though. That would be a real killer on my knees... But all in all, the day is gonna be a real lazy one. And I do believe that any off day that I get away from the Hotel, would be a lazy one.

Geist und Mensch,
Lass uns schlafen.

First Book out

First book out.
Happy.
Tired.
Sleeping now...

Goodbye my readers, I will be back on X'mas
Fear not Death, for He is our friend.
The Deliverer of our doomed existence.

And I have no more days left.
Only a couple of hours.
Haircut today, and get me an alarm clock.
Time to burn off the fats and tone up this body.
This boy gonna be so pretty when he get out. With the exception of the short hair...
Pff... Oh well, it'll grow.
Looking forward to the pain and the gain.
And the solitude at night, though surrounded by others.
I shall escape, as I always have.
To the place where skies are red and stars are black.
And we'll meet each other in the place where there is eternal dark.

When something becomes a fact of life, you become immune to it.
And so, I fear not Death, I fear not Life.
I fear not the troubles, nor the joys.
I fear not the thunderstorm, I fear not the sunny days.
For these are facts of life, and one simply becomes immune to it.

One day left...

Another dreamless night...
Got up at 6.10
Heading to shower soon.
Pff... Feels like the start of a pretty bad day..
We'll see...
1 day left...

2 days left...
And I'm still going to the office...

Failed to awake at 6... Pff...
3 more days to achieve it.

Biological Clock

In about an hour, I'll have only 3 days left...
Time to adjust my biological clock. So I'm going to bed now.
Good night world.
Let us close our eyes, and let the dreaming commence.

4 days left...
Dillema.

5 days left...
It rains, and rains, and rains.
I like to think that the sky cries for me.
For me alone. For the little scared boy within.
For all his charisma and charm, he's still a little boy.
A boy who doesn't want to grow up.
Who wants to be free from worries and sorrows.
5 days left...
Time to make preps to say Auf Wiedersehen to my Social life...

Oh my Billa!!!

Oh my Billa! There's gonna be a video for Maedchen Aus Dem All!!!
Gaaaahhhhh!!! *Squeal* *Giggle* *Scream*
Okay, cool, calm, collected...
Oh, 6 days left...
Fendi sale later, Bar tonight, 'Meet the Fokkers' tomorrow.
Social death in 6 days. XD

Love is a game, for everyone.
But this is you and me...
We had a thousand lives in one,
We had Hurricanes and Suns.
Hey! Don't you know,
We've just begun!

Hurricanes and Suns!!!

Loving every little bit of Hurricanes and Suns! The new song by Tokio Hotel!!!

Joy and Sorrow.

What is good and evil?
What is right and wrong?
Merely concepts of morality that keep us in check.
Death will come regardless of how good or evil you are.
Contradicting that I hold animal's lives as dear. Yet treat human life with such contempt.
Perhaps it's the fact that we understand.

Well, enough with the emoing.
I'm glad I spent quality time with my family, and I got to see my dad smile at me.
I know that he's not proud of me still, and that he holds my brother in higher regard.
I just wish that pride wasn't an issue...

Well, enough ranting...
I haven't used my blog to tell about my day as of late, so I shall just dedicate a little section to it.
My day started late, at around 10am, with me heading to work and doing what is neccessary.
Got treated to lunch by my aunt, since I'm leaving the company for NS soon. And she got me an NS man's handy for X'mas ^^ Joy!!!
She even bothers to gift wrap it, so I appreciate it alot.
And the day ends with me chatting with my family and blogging right now.

I wish I could be there with you right now. To share my joy and my sorrows.
You probably know it, cause I know it. That 'like' is something I've gone beyond with you.
When the day comes and I tell you how I feel. I hope you'd accept me. Though if you reject me, I'll understand.
But we'll be friends for as long as possible ne?

Well, ladies and germs. 7 days and a couple of hours left.

8 days left, leute...
Friday is clubbing night... For the 'last' time...
Mama's worried that I' get bullied in camp.
She worries too much *giggles*