So it seems that my path is denied. A year will pass, a chapter that will no doubt be as dull as the pages of dusty old tomes in delapidated, antiquated buildings...
Life presents itself with situations everyday. Good ones, okay ones and bad ones. It is in His infinite wisdom that we have such problems, to strengthen, to mould and ultimately to be worthy of the crown that has been given each of us.
In this month of April, I come ever closer to approaching 17... A number that comes after 16. A supposed sweet 16... While last year had it's ups, it also has it's downs. The past catches up with the present and carries om into the future.
It stops when I say, goes on when I allow. It's a friendship of convenience. Uses me when it needs me. Uses it when I need it. Its in my thrall, and I in its.
We shall see how long this journey goes. But whatever it is... I don't know what to say, or think... My actions and thoughts require to be dictated...
Like a machine...
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