I've been subjected to insult and teasing from the world outside, and here within camp, simply for being who I am. But today brought things to a whole new level, with the words "You gay-fuck!" directed at me. It wasn't so much of the words, but the intent, and the looks given to me, while it was being said. Is it any wonder why I hate humans?

Chernobyl of the East?

We've all probably seen and heard about what's going on in Japan right now. A triple whammy.
A 9.0 earthquake, followed by a tsunami that killed thousands already and now an imminent nuclear meltdown... My greatest concern is about the nuclear meltdown.

As we know Chernobyl happened almost 30 years ago. And the fallout reached all the way to America. Tens of thousands of people displaced. Thousands dead, due to radiation. An entire land rendered uninhabitable. Perhaps now it's Japan's turn to become the Chernobyl of the East...

As of right now 4 out of 6 reactors are overheating. Pressure is building up in the reactor. Explosions have wracked these 4 reactors, and the ambient radiation level has risen to dangerous and potentially lethal levels. (3000 millisevierts. 1000 millisevierts is enough to cause temporary radiation sickness)

As of now, the Japanese government has evacuated people from the surrounding area and established a 20km Zone of Exclusion (ZoE). Technicians are doing their best to prevent a meltdown from happening, but they are facing some setbacks. Winds are, fortunately, blowing the fallout towards the sea, but all it takes is a change in wind direction to blow it towards us.

I advise my readers and the general public to go to your local pharmacy and buy at least 2 bottles of Potassium Iodine Solution (KI Solution) mix 130mg of it with a glass of water and drink it for 3-4 days to protect our thyroid and prevent yourself from getting thyroid cancder due to the Iodine-131. 65mg is the child's dosage. Please do this only after the authorities have told you to do so. Also reamin indoors, and do not go out, unless absolutely necessary. If you have to go out, please try to limit your exposure by getting back indoors as soon as possible.

Hopefully a Chernobyl of the East won't happen...e

Too long...

Well, well, well...
It's been too long since I last updated my blog.
So I wouldn't really be suprised if my readership went down.
But anyways, here to update you on a few things.
1) Only 3 more weeks till my POP, which means that there's only 20 months left till I ORD!
2) When bald, always go out with a hat.
3) I'm trying to do a photoshoot that will tell a story, a picture is worth a 1000 words after all.

Anyways, here's someone new I just discovered.
He is incredible. Love the voice. Love the face.

Too busy?

I wonder if we're still feeling the same way for each other.
Perhaps we've drifted too far.
I waited for your letters, but they never came.
Too busy for me perhaps?
Not even a short little letter for me?
Hmm... Where do I stand exactly?
You tell me.
A last letter from me to you.
Today.
We shall see.

Going back into the jungle again, but this time it's by the seaside.
Bad news is, we're walking there. 12km. 12 long-fucking-km...
Good news is, we're tere for only 3 days and 2 nights.
Bad news is, we're marching every single day.
Good news is, once it's over, it's over.
I just wanna get it done and over with, return to myself.
Return to my fellow soul.

I'm losing my creativity...
Slowly sinking away into the abyss of reality.
My moods have been up as of late.
Perhaps that's what's killing my creativity.
The surreal is fading, replaced by realness.
I feel lost in this new world...

In other news...
I'm back on RuneScape again! Egads!
I'm only 5 more weeks away from POP!
I'm 19 this year! OH MY GOD!!!
I'm still struggling with knowing what I want to study!
And I'm dying.