I've been having morbid thoughts of cutting for 2 days now...
I've tried to do it yesterday, but can't summon the courage to pull the blade...
When I feel the cold, cruel blade against my warm, vulnerable skin...
I just lose the will...
Still, I can't get the thoughts out of my head...
Mayhap I shall get the courage to pull it off one day...
I never figured myself as the self mutilating type...
There's no reason for me to cut, other than I gotta satiate my curiosity...
But perhaps there is more...
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