I painted this!

I painted this!
I'm so proud!

Jealousy runs through my veins.
Boils my blood.
Heats my body.
Dulls my senses.

Because I know I'll never be good enough...

Still we never know till we try.
And if I do make it... Can I stand it?

Not what I expected...

Most fans of Tokio Hotel would know that they've kicked off they're new Humanoid Tour.
Most fans by now would have watched snippets of some of their shows.

I, being a fan of Tokio Hotel, have obviously known about it and seen the snippets.
People who know me will see me coming to the defence of Tokio Hotel, with near fanatical zeal, whenever there are people who talk bad about them, either as indivuals or as a band.

While we all still love Tokio Hotel, I've got to say that the new tour isn't what I expected it to be...
The songs are great, no doubt about it, but the stage set up and Bill's vocals were not as great as I hoped it to be.

One of the redeeming factors would be his costume. I think it's a wonderful costume, that goes well witht he theme of the tour. However, it's a little too heavy. I think a better substitute would be a leather jacket with LED lights studding the outfit or little light sticks sewn into the hem of the jacket, or a combination of both. That way the costume would bring about the theme needed for the show, but not seem too heavy.

But what do I know eh? I'm just a lover of Tokio Hotel. Nothing more =)

The perfect moment

Today doesn't feel right...

I just wanna curl up into a little ball under my blanket and hide away...
With the sound of the rain pummeling my window.
To see the occasional flash of lightning,
And hear the occasional rumble of thunder.

The darkness enveloping my room, the only light is from my laptop.
Slow music playing in the background as I ponder about some stuff.
To feel alone. So alone in this big wide world...
To feel the coldness of metal upon warm flesh.

To drip rubies and bask in the warmth of it.
To see crimson and be excited.
To taste wine and lust for more of it.
To smell sweet sweet roses and crave for more.

The perfect moment in time.
When all stands still.
The clocks no longer tick.
The day does not progress.

Just got back from the gym, and gonna hit the shower now.

Updated list of stuff I wanna have
- A diary (Yes, I think it's time I had one. It's never too late to start.)
- A job (Please call me back Hush Puppies)
- A Special Someone. (Gender doesn't matter.)
- Bandages (I'm outta bandages!)
- Cotton Swabs (Need those. Extremely essential)
- Betadine (Running low. Need to stock up)
- Help me fill up this list.

Bill: The eptiome of hotness!

Behold! The awesomeness of Bill Kaulitz, even without makeup!

Spazz Attack!

OMG...
OMG...
OMG...

Spazz Attack!
OMG...
OMG...
OMG...

I'm spazzing so bad now...

Updated list.

Updated list of stuff I wanna have
- A diary (Yes, I think it's time I had one. It's never too late to start.
- A job (Please call me back Hush Puppies)
- A Special Someone. (Gender doesn't matter.)
- Bandages (I'm outta bandages!)
- Cotton Swabs (Need those. Extremely essential)
- Betadine (Running low. Need to stock up)
- Help me fill up this list.
 
You'll notice that the new items on my list are first aid items.
I take first aid very seriously...

I want my damn muffins!!!

It made me smile.

*Sniff Sniff Sniffles...* Damn tears won't flow...

I'm trying to sleep, yet I can't...
I feel like crying but I can't.
The tears just won't flow.

You know how it's like, sometimes you go to bed fine,
But the next day you wake up feeling like crap.
You feel the weight of the world just crashing down on you.
You feel the burden of everyone on this planet.

The good thing is, some people can just cry it all out.
Some can't...



*Sigh*
Anyways, a list of stuff that I wanna get for myself...

List of stuff I wanna have.
- A diary (Yes, I think it's time I had one. It's never too late to start.)
- A job (Please call me back Hush Puppies)
- A Special Someone. (Gender doesn't matter.)
- Someone please help me fill up this list.