Metamorphosis.

Metamorphosis.
Going to spend some time this week or next to redesign myself.
To begin to search for the real me. I must admit I'm feeling a little lost as to what I am myself.
I need to embrace my literary and artistic roots again. I'm feeling drained...

Stay tuned to watch me transform from this stinking old meat sack, into the real me.
The darker side of Thayron.
The darker, more beautiful side of moi.
I'm getting hyped up about rediscovering myself!!!

Until then this is all I have for today.
Love you all, my dear readers.
Hugs and kisses.
-T.E.S

Going back to camp today...
And this just feels like one of those days where I open my eyes and drag my lazy ass from my bed, to the kitchen and make some delicious breakfast. And I'll enjoy it on the balcony of my penthouse apartment.

Sadly I do not own a penthouse apartment...

Sporting short hair and eyeliner.
Thank goodness I can still pull it off.
Next time: Eye shadow.

I realize that the eyeliner is hardly visible...
But trust me. It's there.
I should know. I put'em there.

Feeling so very jealous.

Today's mood forecast. Jealous.

Feeling awfully jealous of my past self right now...
I want my hair back!
And I want to wear make up again!!!
I don't wanna be in the army!
I don't wanna be in Singapore!
I wanna be able to go where I want, when I want!!!
And live out my fantasies and forget about reality...

D=

Back from the field.
Now on my bed, writing my diary, listening to music, and blogging...
It's been an overly frustrating day. Navigation is definitely not my forte...
Getting lost in the jungle, slipping and falling, spraining my ankle and getting exhausted.
Sergeants there are no help as well, save for one.
Thank you unknown sergeant for your encouragement and your 'hints' ^^

Now I'ma just grab some rest and get ready for tomorrow...
Long day ahead.

So, here I am in the Company Office... Doing my COS duties... Such a bitch.
But anyways, had a wonderful time at the wedding reception and the dinner last night.
Perhaps a little too much of a wonderful time. Wine was flowing like water, and I was drinking like no tomorrow. Ended up with a bad headache at 2am in the morning, which sucked.

All the best to my Aunt and her handsome Groom!

I just came to the realization that it doesn't matter where you are, or when I'm going to see you again.
All that matters is that I will get to see you again, and I want to spend the most time that I can with you.
All else is a bonus.
Cheer up my brother. I'll be seeing you real soon ^^

So, I'm back from Field Camp!
I got one helluva nasty heat rash, and COS duties on Sunday to boot...
Not a happy boy now...

But still, it's great to finally be out of the jungle.
There's a tea ceremony tomorrow, and a wedding dinner to attend.
Now, to decide what to wear...

So... I drank. Even though I said I wouldn't.
But it wasn't much. Only 4-5 shots... Okay, that was quite a bit.
But still, not alot.

Anyways, the drink is doing what it's supposed to be doing, and it's fading away.
I, unfortunately, am not doing what I'm supposed to do...
Still, it's nice to know that there are some people who care.
Thank you.

I got COS on Sunday... But it's okay.
I hope to get what I want on Friday night and saturday.

Pff...

Going back to camp tonight.
Need to pack my stuff and get ready for outfield tomorrow night.
Wish me luck, and pray that Bill will survive the jungle horrors.

Tschuss!

Remix!

Some remixes of classic, and I mean CLASSIC, Tokio Hotel songs.

1) Monsoon


2) Ready, Set, Go!


Enjoy!